can anybody cure me??

another update since last month..
my dad will be coming home for good on thursday
so that means no medical appointment..
and no more messing around,.

lately ive been sick not because of the illnesses.
its because this THINGS are driving me crazy..

- ignorance i just too painful.
- people making it more complicated.
- additional characters making me fell.
- unexpected events and coincidence happening.

i know you poeple cant understand it but thats just some codes that puzzled my mind since last
last last month..

well trying to freshen up using animes and piano-ing and guitar-ing my way out of boredom..

trying to make a new sdong out of this misery but im very far from making a verse out of it..

well this the chorus
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nosebleed is just the perspiration of the heart.
let it bleed and your love and life will depart.
tell me that your love is real and
hold me tight to make me feel..
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anyone of you got any tune that is interesting.
tag the chords on my board

thanks..

peace.