time flies and everything may die.

time flies??
i wonder what does that mean..
HAHA! obviously i know that.
but the next part to this text is much more controversial.
"everything may die."
does that imply that, thats the end of the world?
i think, it means that if u dont do anything, everything in your possesion will be gone.
sigh. that quote really explains my day alot!!

well, today, was very usual day.
GO to school.
Take the train and
Wait for friend.
well, the aching left foot is obviously out of the question.

first subject was critical thinking.
i was very out of my game.
i usually ace this kind of thing.
but suprisingly, i got left out.
i was drowning in my own fantasies.
where everyone is diff yet the same.
i cant explain far in details but thats the feeling i have the moment i step in the land if singapore.
then the activities starts.
HAHA! thats the only thing i can do to feign my emptiness.
i dont know why but i feel like there is SOMEONE actig like a dog and a master.

then thermofluids kicks in,
OH MY GOD!!
the moment the teachers steps in, all the excitement from me instantly left me and leave me with boredom.
blah blah..
then i starting to feel the rhythm for this subject.
then i started asking some good questions.
he told me "please keep it to yourself"
that is when i got really really pissed.
the last time a teacher told me those word,the teacher ends up with a nosebleeds.
well, after that is not important. yah, you guessed it, im a bad kid when i was sec 1.
i was changed when i met her.

another statement from is that, "Are you willing to change yourself for someone ?"
for me, i changed a lot. for the better i guess.

ok, next is thermofluids practical.
im in the group with terrence zarah abu sloth and liping*.

*its hard to b departed to the one u love, but if absence makes the heart grow fonder.

then after that chit chatting.
terence caught my soft spot.
the only thing that can make me very moody and very angry is discrimination.
he told me that my o level points is very good.
i really dont like to be labeled as a super smart ass.
thats y i left my previous school.
when i was in sec 1, i went to a public school.
they keep on labeling me as a super smart ass.
then, the bullying starts, "go away! ur too smart for this school!"
that was the only phrase that was stuck to my head ever since.
then i decided to transfer to a private school .
the i met my friends, they were the one who taught me how to stand up and speak up.
they were the "big man" of the school.

so enough of my past.
its killing me.

*updated
anyone of you all heard about the handphone charm??
it says that if u keep a candid picture of the one you like secretly,
she will soon falls inlove with you..
i'm in the middle of that process.
i took a candid photo.
and now, still no change.
but i think bit by bit, its happening.

you all should try to and tell me wat happen.


thats all for now,

mataneh!

p.s.
wat thing creeps you all out?
tag me ur answer.