School days.

I don't really have to post something but since I'm quite hardworking today, I shall.

School days! It reminds me of the anime I watched the last time. However it's not about school days. It's more like killing people than having some school days scenes.

Anyway, it's been a while since I went to take a stroll to memory lane. Let me elaborate, I came to Singapore to study. Note that everything before that is omitted because its not really worth talking about.

6 years ago, i came to Singapore to study. At first, I thought it will be a pier of cake but it's like super hard, actually, damn hard. I worked hard to even be qualified to study here. Eventually I pass and get to study here as a secondary school kid. At first, I was based in west spring secondary school but they rejected and me and ask me to look for another secondary school. Then I tried to apply to greenridge secondary school. I got in and made new and good friends along the way. However the most memorable thing that happened to me was that I made good band mates. They are the ones who actually made me what today. I really do treasure them a lot.

Then during graduation, I made my last friend of the year. His name is rooban. He was the guy who always got bullied. I feel quite bad for the guy but some of it are my fault too so I don't really have the guts to congratulate him. Then, he came to me and told me "hey josh, thanks for everything. Without you, I'll be like nothing after graduation." it's like super emotional. I tap his back and walk away, with tears effect.

After 2 years of secondary school, I finally reach poly life. It's the most stressful toms of my life so far. A lot of things happened. Lost my gf, gain good friends, travel the world, and gain so much experience to last me a decade. It wasnt that hard to survive poly but it's hell to fit in and get the right clicks. Luckily, I picked up skateboarding and gain access to "popular club" i'm just lucky to even get there.

Lastly, after poly, obviously, I have to go through ns and you know wat, its also a school! I'm making good friends now. Everyone is getting along very well. I hope when we get posted out, we will still be in contact.

So anyway, i bet ur wondering why I keep on blabbering about school. It is because i'm currently sitting in the corner of nus lecture. It's quite boring. Your probably wondering how come I there. Its simple. If Claire is too busy with school, why not be inside her school. Smart right?! I can see all kinds of people, nerds, geeks, hottie, nottie, attached, single, and despos.

Its quite a mouthful already so I shall end here and listen to the lecture at least. Haha!

Mataneh

P.s.
Physically here, mentally there, as always. I hope I can be more Alvin but too bad, I can't. Sian..

I'm tired..

I'm tired. I'm lost. Sometimes I don't know what to do. I just hope, tmr will be a better day.

Mataneh

P.s.
It's hard to get to you. It's hard to even talk with you. How sia..

Forget it.

I'm back from a long confinement. A lot has change, even before I went out of tekong.

First thing is that I'm bald now. I can't help but to touch it and feel the spikyness of it. It's so nice to touch but to ugly to look at. Haha!

Secondly, I'm fitter now, i guess. Darker and skinnier. I've been training hard so that I can have something to look forward to after ns. I wanna see the difference after two years.

The training was tough and slack at the same time. It's just demanding. I dislocated my elbow twice and it affects my training a lot. I'll try to recover as soon as possible. I'm scared that it's too loose to even skate with it.

Last thing is that, before I checked out of tekong she had the orientation thing in her school. It's kinda weird for me to feel this way. Maybe it's just that army is all boys. Then she made friends. That's good.. Made close friends. Closer friends I guess. My gut tells me to back off and let her be but my heart yearn for her affections. Three weeks without her is a torture. She's sick too. So meeting get is quite difficult to achieve. I wanna meet her so baldly. At times, I think that she's ignoring me and taking me as just one of her hi bye friends.

Well forget it! Maybe I'm just over thinking stuff again, as usual..

Enough emo-ing. I'll just forget this and be myself. If she don't like it then I'll work things up.

P.s.
Don't want this to end up like my previous relationship. I love you.

Last week of freedom

As you all know, I'm going ns soon. It will be exactly week before I go in. It sucks so bad. Cat postpone it, can't cancel it, can't even void it. Hmmmmm. It's 1:30 am and I'm outside my house wondering like a weird guy. Too much thoughts and too much thinking.. I hate that feeling. Feels like my head is gonna burst. Much worse than maths.

Jamming with Michael Buble. Damn his good tenor voice. So I went down my block to clear my thoughts. I usually do this so don't worry. My badminton court is the best place to clear my thoughts it's like a void where you can scream and shout but nobody really cares. So it's fine.

First thing is my ns stuff as usual. I can't believe that I'll be gone for 2 years and spending every second of it fighting and training for the country I haven't been on for at least 10 years. Haizz. Few weeks ago, I'm already freaking out, but this week is suppose to be the "give up" week. It means that all hope and dreams are gone and it will come eventually, but for me, I'm freaking out more than ever..

Next thing is Claire, she has been very strong this past few weeks but I can sense that she's breaking piece by piece inside. Every time I hug her, I don't want to let go. Every time I'm With her, I don't want it to end. I guess I'm in it too deep already. It's a good thing right? But If this thing doesn't work, I'm super screwed and be totally damaged even more than before. I don't want that to happen again. I also think that what we have now is really special and will last forever. I hope.

Last thing that really bugs my head and cant even stop thinking about, is the movie date that we supposed to have. I'm quite excited about it because not only, I can be with her, but also with her sister. I want to make a good impression to her so that I can be in her good side. Yea, I like to please people. But unfortunately, they are going to watch without me. So that means all the plans and the hope of having a good impression is all gone. It's fine, it's not her fault or anything. I'm not blaming anyone but can't stop myself from dwelling unto it. Maybe because she is not ready to let me meet her or something. I'll give her, her own time and chance. I don't want to rush her. So yea, I kinda backed off and just let it be.

This feeling sucks.. It feels like the chingwee incident all over again.. I can't take it. But I feel abit better? After pouring it all to you bloggy.. This is the result of a hopeless "going to enlist soon" guy plus a badminton court plus 50 rounds of walking around the court while typing stuff.

Hope to have a better day. Goodnight bloggy. Time check, 2:00 am. Nice..

Mataneh.

P.S.
I'm sorry for being the always the dramatic type. I can't help it. I promise not to show it and if I do, I promise to deny it. I love you.

Retro style amuses me a lot.

It's been awhile. Although its been a while since I've last updated, there's nothing much to talk about. I mean there are some but it's not as exciting as the previous posts.

First thing is that we are two months now. It's quite late to say this but happy two months baby. There were a lot of funtimes in the past two months that is y I'm wondering what will be the bad and not so fun time we'll be having. I'm sure we'll figure something out. Didn't do much on that day anyway because Claire is at austrailia with her sis and dad. It's fine~~ it's more like a payback to me because I've been out of the country quite alot. We celebrate it though. It was super fun and i got a gift from her which is super cute.

Another thing is that now that we are at the two months mark, it's pretty clear and obvious that my enlistment date is coming. Can't help but to be scared and worried about the future. I can't believe that I'll be in the army at a country where I'm not even born at. Sucks!!

I fell, as usual.. But this time, it's pretty damn bad. I fell with my tailbone. That feeling when u knock ur elbow unto something, and you feel an electric shock that goes all Over ur arm, yea, that feeling but 100 times more and ya in ur legs. I was on the ground for quite a bit and had no choice but to take cab home coZ I'ts excruciating. Anyway, I'm fine now. My sis treated it and luckily mom didn't notice a thing. It's sometimes very fun to have a doctor in the house.

I'm suppose to meet Claire today but it's cancelled last minute for some reason. Anyway, since I have so much time on my side, I'll be updating you. I'm currently sitting on a yellow chair in front of the awesome ice rink at jcube. It's not so bad being alone. It's not her or anyone's fault. I think I was just too excited on having a picnic with her then I went out of the house earlier than plan. I was planning to surprise her with gongcha drink but I guess that blew also. Hmmmm it's fine~ it's as long as she can always be on her mom's good side. It will be troublesome if that doesn't happen.

Until then bloggy..

Mataneh.

OMG wubwubwub.

i know its a weird title. if your a fan of dubstep you would know what it means and who made it famous. its not really my style and my genre but i'm fine with it. it makes your blood bounce and dance to the WUBWUBWUB.

last night, i was doing some "stuff". quite mysterious right? but actually i was doing some converting and downloading. i like making people curious and intrigue about the things i do and think. its because its fun. it can actually manipulate them to your advantage. HAHA!

i converted quite alot yesterday. mostly, animes and some skate videos. it can be viewed in my phone now so that i can watch it whenever i'm dead bored or dead bored. HAHA! i converted one of my favorite anime which is TORADORA!.

TORADORA! is a light novel that revolves around two main character which is taiga and ryuuji. you may think that "ohh these two will be together at the end." well, they do. although its predictable, the plot of the anime is actually fun and entertaining. the ending is suprising in a way that you cant really expect that would happen. i actually recommend you guys, who are actually reaing this blog to watch it. or! you can just find me and we'll watch it together.

aside from converting awesome anime series, i actually downloaded some songs. all of you may think that i'm a pirate and a scum to the society but its a normal thing here in singapore. although, we download music online, we still support CDs and records by buying it in a CDstore or and online. its just fast when you download it online.

one of the album that i downloaded recently, is a Skrillex discography. i know its like a the most hipster thing to do but, i like having different kind of music in my ipod. That pretty much explains the weird title and the WUBWUBWUB- ing. he is this guy who makes music using statics and blender sounds. it sounds pretty darn good.

almost off time! i kinda want to have a slower days because the day of judgement is coming. my free laidback life will be replace with push ups and pull ups drills. that sucks so bad. the worst is, i will be away from my siblings and her. so that sucks even more.

mataneh.

P.S. i dont really like awkward sms and routine talks. more of a spontaneous kind of guy.

Super boring by a bored person.

The main reason why I'm writing this post is in the title itself already. I'm bored and I can't hide it. as most of my friends know I'm working at student service centre at my own school which is Singapore polytechnic.

Working there has been very fun and entertaining. Everyone there is like a family member who supports and takes care of you. The working hour is not that harsh and even the job scope isn't that difficult. It is definitely different from my other job at mediacorp.

Unlike working in school, mediacorp is a place for adults where nobody really plays and jokes around with you. It's quite saddening to say that even though it's my dream job, it wont give me motivation to work there. Doesn't make sense right?? I know! Ok, just picture this:
An empty chair with no name but nobody really sits there. You are feeling tired but you dare not to sit coz of the awkwardness which happens after you sits there.
Studio recording place where you cant really let loose. It is because they will give you the "what the hell?" look.
They always tell you, "ok, let loose! And have fun with it!" or "hi! Please be comfortable and treat it like your own", but they will always give you that unsettling stare which eats you up when you don't really do what they really want.

Well, enough of blabbering. I was late today but nobody really cares. It's as long as you come for work. I'm late because I slept late. I slept late because i watched show. I watched show because it's fun!!

It was monday yesterday so it can't be helped but to come home late. It is because Monday nights are date nights. I really love my Mondays. I get to enjoy my Mondays with one of my favourite girl. I gave her a "well written" novel made by me. It was quite messed up novel, but thanks to her kind heart she accepts it and man it up. Haha!

It all begins at something. I thought I wouldn't even do this kind of things but i did. It's seriously messed up! If it leaks out, I won't be able to show my face in the public already. Haha!

Well anyway, I'm glad I did it, because it's also part of gaining experience.

I think thats all for now coz at least I shed some time before its time off.

Mataneh!

P.s. hope you enjoy the song. If you can't find it, then figure it out!! Haha!

Thailand, land of smiles.

Well, I just came back from a tiring trip to the land of smile. It's quite an awesome trip because I'm with guys who skates and most of all guys who actually can have fun.

We really didn't do much in there but it was really a fun trip. We brought our skates along to skate. We actually film the entire trip so that we can have like a real skate video. It ends up to be only a trip video which is actually as awesome as a skate video.

I came with 2 of my close skate friends. Linus sim and Marcus Chee. They are the one who are super crazy at skating and constantly pushing eac other to the limit.

Linus sim, we usually call him Ahlong. It's because of year 1. During year one, he has this long straight hair and has a very scary looking face. Most of my seniors actually scared to approach him. From that time onwards ha was referred as Ahlong. He doesn't really mind that coz its a cool nickname. He skates really well and the daredevil of the group. He's not the most technical guy but when you really know him, you'll know that he's great. He actually has a gf now and during the trip there was a point of time that he actually told us that he's planning to marry her. Cool right?? Hmmmm..

The other guy is mostly known for his heelflips and high consistency rate. He is marcus. I met him during his year one and trained him ever since. I remembered him with his facebook name which is miyamoto. He is the skate club president and the youngest in the group. That actually explains the nagging and complains I get from the trip. He would complain about the food, the ride and actually everything under the sun. Some of my friends call him swagger boy coz of his aura. He has some gnarly clips inside the video.

Well enough of the trip coz I'll just spoil you guys for the release of the video itself.

It's Monday again! You know what that means, it's date night with one of my favourite girl. The plan was not planned and I'm just going with whatever comes. Haha!

Mataneh.

P.s.
A novel written by hand is better than a novel made to a movie. (hinting to twilight fans. Haha!)

Revive! she said..

Well, the title says it all. The revival of my blog! tada!~~ ok lame..
there's alot of things happen for the past two and a half years ive been gone.
happy 2012! thats the first thing then the rest are just minor so we'll skip that and move on.

Now, the major things.

firstly, ive graduated! after 3 long years of muging and suffering, we finally made it.
its quite an accomplishment to stand in the stage where you will recieve a piece of paper which you worked hard for. I get the feeling of happiness when you hold it with your hands and think that this is the end! well, its not the end, its the beginning.. for most of my juniors, they will say, happy unemployment day! but it doesnt really matter to me now, coz i've worked hard for it and they still have long way to get where i am now.

next is the things i will do after grafuation..
its just army and and university stuff. i am proud to say that i am accepted to one of the local university, NTU to be exact. i didnt actually applied for all the universities becuase i'm THAT lazy. luckilly, i got in the only univerity i applied for. hmmmmm.. anyway, before that, i have to serve the nation. not my own nation, but you get what i mean.. i dont really like it and dont really looking forward to it. you know why? it is because its not even my own country and i have to sweat and die in the training. it will be soon and i dont want to go becuase there is much more important things that i can do. especially i have someone important in my life now.

that brings me to my last point, yeap, she..
the one who ask me to revive this dead blog. she's my gf now. HAHA! that sounds so nice to hear. i'm really lucky to even find her. must be fate! hmmm i'm ridiculus around her. i actually tore down the image i've working on for 3 years but thats fine.. my friend told me, "Wah!!  youre actually missing skates for this girl, she must be really special.". well, she is.. she really is special.

thats quite a long post. i might get used to posting stuff here. so yea.
one last thing, i brought back my old URL. it is because its cool and uniquely me.

p.s.
i like the way it is right now. i dont want anything to change.
it might be quite early to say this but i know that youre really a special one.

mataneh.

fvsfg

things just made my life interesting.

helllo!!! wats up to those who read this.

probably no people will read this.

anyway, i'm bored and i think that updating this blog will kill some time.

then i wonder, if i didnt get all these comforts in my life, will i still be me??

i got this awesome job, which let you experienced all the things that you think is impossible.

like flying on an airplane 4 times in one month.

meeting awesome people who shares the same passion.

having fun working/training with people you love and like.

and last but not the least having someone to guide you in every step of the way.

thanks ken.

ken is my band's manager

he is a very close friend of mine.

he is alot older than me but he can relate to everything.

there was this last time when i was late to school and he was super concern that he offered me a ride in his car.

he also inform me and my friend about this camp where i met some awesome people.

although he is just doing his work, his sincerity and concerns overflow with every help he gave us.

thanks alot.

thanks for the guidance and the work you have given us.

he gave us the bangkok and chicago trip.

thanks alot!!

well enough of that, i was browsing my facebook and i realize that i miss alot of the update.

it was like for the last two months, ive been updating 5 times only.

i got i think, 7 new friends and 14 msgs in my inbox saying that to accept their friend request.

thanks guys.

i met the kids on my way to agency last thurs.

when i say kids, i mean, my fellow bandmates, other trainee and the new trainee.

we took the new trainee for a tour in our agency.

as you all wondering what is this agency.

its a music agency called S2S music agency it has labels such as sony bmg and major records.

this is where i work and do some music stuff and other things.

so as we were taking the kids for the tour, i came across this pianist who can play whatever we put infront of her.

so my we decided to take her in as our keyboardist.

now we a fifth member. yeah. one us quit, i dont want to point him out coz i know he has some reasons of his own.

anyway, we change the name of the band too.

coz it wasnt that original anymore.

last time it was WANTED.

now its 11Eyes.

its kinda weird but it has a special meaning.

im losing my sight.

mataneh.

busy month!

yeah! im back from my busy schedule.
since i accepted the contract my month has been super pack.
i know they expect alot from us coz we are newbies and we are still trying to get used to therules and regulations and stuff.
for example, the pictures here are crap, i know..
it is because the stupid regulations said that we are not eligible for sharing information to the public bcoz its not our property and it is all copyrighted by the company, blah blah..

so first off, we went to bangkok.
we had our first international gig.
it was for the bangkok asia music festival.
it was awesome as usual but they say that last year was better than this year.
you know why?? coz there are many celeb came eg, some say SNSD came ravi from india, and some angmoh!
well, it was awesome for us.
we went to open an act we performed before the band, head automatica, they are from mexico!! but they are super cool
this here, is the bangkok's "modern" equalizer.
i know, its crap.


ohh yeah!! the dancers!!
i met when we were in the plane. they are really sweet and very fluid.
fluid means, good dancers. HAHA! okok!! i know the camera sux.
heres the story.
our manager ken, went to our rehearsal, then he decided to buy lunch for us then when he came back his iphone was gone!
it was like magic.
he was so pissed so he bought another phone at the nearest phone shop.
all he could get was a lousy nokia.
so thats the story of the supid def. of our performance vid.


then, after e went back to sg.
a few weeks after, we are off to chicago~!
the windy city is really windy.
but we didnt even get to do leisure.
the schedule was super pack that we have 6 hours to sleep.

so heres the studio the drum set was super cool
i have the pic of the studio with me recording but i cant post it due to constraints.
anyway this the drumset.
if you wanna see the studio, tell me, i'll show you but shhhh its our secret. HAHA!
ohh yah! my drummer, who is an avid snsd fan,went to buy the new album Run Devil Run.
then he got this sign paper. it was super cool!!
but theres no sooyoung.
anyway, i have it too.
ohno!!! im becoming one of them...


thats all for today.
my gpa drop by 0.1 so dont ask y.

mataneh!

picture evolution.

SO LETS GO!

hey people.

it was valentines day! how was ur day?

mine was pretty ok.

ive received things from my juniors well it was obligatory chocolate. HAHAA!

i was browsing through my pictures then i came across alot of old pics.

and i couldnt stop but to reminisce about the past

first pic!

this was the first pic i took when i here to singapore.

as you can see i still have my japanese inspired hairstyle and my most beloved vintage glasses.

i wonder where it is now, HAHA!

im glad that i took this photo coz it does bring me alot of memories.

Kazegawa-kun and Mirima-san commented that i look like our P.E teacher back then.

WEll, he wasnt that bad looking but i dont want to describe how he look.

this was my first audition to my band WANTED!

ahhhmm yeah, i auditioned and it took alot of guts to actually ask them if i can be one of them.

well, it went great and they thought that i was actually good but im not.

in this picture, i was playing the bass coz its the only spot available at that moment.

then i elevated and become the guitarist and later on i became the lyricist.

my first secondary school in this alien country.

i met friends that really stood by me every step of the way.

this is Shanthini, and Linsay.

believe it or not, we were taking pictures during the social studies lesson.

and we cant believe that at the end of o level we sill pass this subject.

i really miss this people.

coz they are the ones who didnt attend the last reunion dinner!

HAHA!

the first musical ive had.

this my favorite picture amongst all the musical photos!

i mean except to those i tok with my ex.

HI EX!

HAHA!

well anyway, this girl Mirabelle.

i call her BElle, Mir, Portobelle, Mirage, and lil sis.

she was the one who always jokes around with me during rehearsals.

we had our ups and downs and i think that now, we are quite cool to each other.

well, eventhough we dont see each other much lately.

i really miss her and im dying to have a good meal with her soon.

first gig!

not really. well it is.

we had a concert with my band at bpp.

its not that big but it was a big stepping stone that really took ourband to where we are now.

we performed with the dance group and we all came up as champions.

in this picture, you can see my bassist and one of the dancer.

i really miss performing.

but now, its all about training training and TRAINING!

i really hope that we all succeed in everything we do.

and hope that all of us will meet again with professionalism within us.

mataneh!

BLUE!

music changes everything..

music, singers singing, and musicians playing..

is it the true meaning of music?

well, that was a little excerpt from my presentation this morning.

it was fun and tiring..

i cant believe i did those things..

and you know those "things"

eg.

dancing to SOrry sorry,

brushing ur greasy hair move,

doing the elvis strumming pattern.

and many more nonsense..

i think all those moves made my presentation a lil bit interesting..

after that went to electronics class.

it was damn boring!

luckily, i trued to cheer everybody up and hope that they will enjoy at least abit of the lesson.

hmmmmm, then i got pretty irritated with the other class.

ahmmm people who thinks that they have done something big but it was only a child's play to me.

let me explain,

there was this guy who always speak vulgarities like fucking tsibai, then laugh hysterically, it wasnt that bad at first but he did that like thousand times already and yet he still laughs.

i mean, its like saying, "FUCK!, ohh yeah! i just said a bad word. im cool bad ass dude.."

HAHA! that cracks me up every time.

then heads off to do a secret mission.

apparently we are not secretive at all. HAHA!

well then, thats about it.

hey! go practice ur skills. if you want to surpass me or even "him" you need a hell lot of practice to do and dont be like "Him".

mataneh.

another day in this lowly planet.

hello! how you all doin?

i finally find my calling.

no, its not engineering, its MUSIC!

i know, i know, its not that stable but wat can i do if its the only thing that makes me happy.

well yeah, maths makes my stomach overflow with butterfly but then again, music does that too.

i dont really sure how to start.

maybe by joining guitar club next year? maybe..

you know wat, my friend aocheng, who by the way, the next big thing in singapore music industry, is doing very well in his cca and stuff plus! he makes great music like i do.

im finished with unpublished songs that only me acknowledging it.

i recorded some and gathered some opinions from my friends and you know wat, it wasnt that bad.

not bad at all.

im taking of taking the DEAL already, but im still having second thoughts if i can manage both worlds.

i hope these few days my mind will know wat to choose.

well anyway, i had a mechanics lab test and i think i did quite ok..

abit nervous coz i wasnt in my best shape.

i keep on smiling and being cheerful and you know wat that means, yeah, pain!!

ive been feeling this physical pain ever since that day. TAEKWONDO sucks!

i think my wound opened up again. yeah, its still there.

smile!!

"star star star, will you come down and shine for me?"

mataneh.

back and wont drop.

well, its been a while. how you all been?
i took a great hit/damage after the last post.
so im returning for good, i hope.

well, SOMEBODY is getting me all hyped up in putting posts and all.
im not gonna do it every night though.. coz it just bore me to death and you all knoe how long is my attention span when it comes to these stuff.

expect more from my babling nonsense and jabbering.
till next time.


mataneh.

DEar juliet

dear juliet,
how i wish to be your romeo.
but its complicated like a yarnball.
so nvm.

its been a long time since i blog.
so hello blog.

i just need to update my mst with you all.
HAHA!
i think i did quite well.
but not really well, just like secondary school marks, pathetic!!
so here it goes.

engineering technology -- 100/100
engineering material -- 76/100
thermofluids -- 100/100
c programming -- 88/100
Fundamental Math -- 92/100

i hope i do well in CRS.
i kinda screw it up.
and i need to treat terence a drink.

im addicted to you juliet.
i mean DEAR JULIET
if you dont know wat it is, then go YOUTUBE!
awesome!

mataneh.
stay with me yeah?
or dont die on me now.

parara parara pa pa pa parara!!

perfect for each other ?

is it safe to say that "we are perfect to each other"?
but when u see it in through "physics term"
when two unlike signs or attitude, it attracts.
but when two like signs or attitude, it repels.

i was riding the MRT just now,
then i saw couple of couples.
then i realize that some of them is in a really weird combination.
there was one with a VERY hot/cute girl then she's with a, well, not really up to her level.
despite of that, they really get along and very sweet to each other.
then there was one couple who are really perfect match, one handsome guy with a hot girl.
and same as the first one, they are compatible.
is there any rule when it comes to love?

i think the more u think of it, the more you will understand.
only those who has balls of steel to confess to a very cute girl will have wat he aim for.
but in the sense that, you are really persistent and close to that girl lah.
well enough of love riddles.

my day was, really REALLY! tiring.
i tutored my classmate at foodcourt 5.
i hope my skills in teaching is not that useless to them.
and i hope that they gained something from it.
after that i met melvin.

for those who doesnt know him,
he was my classmate.
we were friends and slightly best of friends since i came here to singapore.
he is really a brainy person and he can play the guitar really well.
try to get to know this awesome dude.

well, after the tutoring, i talked to melvin and his friend.
then suddenly, this group of people announced, "we will be having a clip actual shooting. please dont mind us, JUST ACT NORMAL."
how normal can a NORMAL poly student be?
i think we are not the kind that going ga ga over just a camera and a camera crew.
and seriously, the actors are not worth crowding upon on.
not being rude or anything but that just my opinion

then waited with xavier until the skate session starts.
XAVIER, hes an inliner, we are not that close but hes a good companion.
a really down to earth guy who really has passion on what he is doing.
a nice guy for you all to meet and get along with.

then when the skate session starts, i was choke with janvin's challenge with a game of skate.
in the end, i battled with him until T so its like SKAT one more LETTER!!
anyway, it was really fun.

then skated for abit, only a free skate.
then i gotten another SKATE challenge from teacher L and the other senior.
surprisingly, I WON!!
it really weird but i didnt get any letter.
i think they are just giving chance to a newbie.
damn you!!
HAHA!

anyway it was fun.
the third one was with sars and izat.
I WON again.. im on a roll!!
hAHA!
it was a close fight!!
they are really getting better every session.
i must work hard to level with those guys!!
HAHA!

i thinks thats all or today.

mataneh!

yamate kadasai neh?

yoh mina!
im back.
i wasnt really away.
i just need to rest abit.
having these weird feelings so i need to sort everything from scratch.

well, enough of that.
if you can understand my title, then good for you.
if not, then it means, "please stop yeah? "
i think im done with wat ive been doing since the start of poly.
ive been lying and cheating my own feelings.
from now own, its all genki and lively.
so, welcome to the new me and sayonara to the old me.

alot has happened.
theres this camp,
then the injuries.
then the onow trips.
all was indeed great.
made me alot more mature, i think.
it made me a better me.
HAHA! im making no sense but im making friends more than ever.

as some of you know, im not that loud and not that sociable.
its because of this handful individuals that persevere to change me.
now wat you see, is the product of their hardwork.
arigatu gozaimasu mina.

MST is coming.
i will do my best.
orewah, gamba!


lee CW!
im still waiting so..
"dont stop, dont change, stay beautiful
One life, Today, You're irresistible
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful"


mataneh!

closing down??

ahmmmm yah.
im closing this blog for a while.
alot has happened and i need to sort things out.
sort my life out too.


MST is coming.
judgement day.
i will do my best.

till the next post.


mataneh.

i love you all..HAHA!
cornixs