hey people..

im sorry!..

mirrabelle sorry!

i didnt mean that way..

im so stupid!

so this is my side of story..

i didnt mean that they r immature..

im just ashamed coz im hanging out with you guys..

instead of people with the same age as mine..

i feel like the walking parental consent..

bcoz im too old for some jokes..

im not laughing at some of ur jokes..

coz sometimes im thinking..

or its not funny for me..

to be frank..

i wanted to laugh but when i laugh i will go haywire..

i cant control myself..

so im just pretending to be numb and be quiet..

i got only one chance with her and i dont want to blow it..

bcoz she means a lot to me..

if i do this kind of things,.

you all might think that im not acting my own age..

well all of my friend thinks that i dont act my age..

im sorry for the hurt i caused

i will take all the blame

nd mirabelle thank you..

for all the things youve done...

nd please dont avoid me or ur friends...

if you want please talk to me..

if you want u can shout at me..

straight to my face..

hey dar happy monthsary

thank you for being with me for the entire month

i love you!!