Living in the world without stranger is not the only thing that scares me; it is also the people that judge me for who I am in this society. I’m used to being hated by everyone or being left out by the majority. It is because I’m just a normal guy who tried so hard but in the end I will be stuck in my make-believe-world where I can do anything without feeling anything. Questions pop out of my head… would you be happy if I just close my eyes and stay in my own world without anyone bothering you? Or is it just another dream that will never come true?

It is because your love is the only one that fills my soul and made me feel special just once in my life. It’s not much but I can call it my greatest accomplishment. It’s only up to you if u will give me a chance to pull myself together and be decent just for a while. Well maybe until the pills slide down my throat and pulls the trigger in my hand...

Blood will start gushing out of my head and I will leave this place in a decent death. I will carry this hope; hope that we will be together even though life is setting us apart. I will be always waiting; waiting for the time we will have that voice which will make our fantasies will come true. I will carry you to the altar even though I’m just a part of the soil which cannot be resurrected.

Can u live without me?? I just need an antidote for this illness that won’t be cure. It’s my fault for having these diseases, but all we need is a reason to live. Reasons to live and to wake up everyday, to whatever we want to do…

This day is belonging to my tears and heartaches. We are not gonna make it if you stick with me... But tomorrow will come and I am not afraid to lose you because we can still meet each other to the other side of life

Sorry for my English, what can I say failure is my brother..

my life is not that perfect but i love the way the things r arrange

nd i wont change it eventhough it will lead to some probelms that icanteven solve..