being a martyr..

martyr,
a saint or an angel that can endure any pain eventhough its really hard to endure.
who could that be?
is there anyone like that?
i think for some, being martyr is being faithful and devoted to the one u love.

sigh.. i feel like im the best martyr.
my sister told me that.,
HAHA!

today was super short day.
first lesson was ematl.
but before that, i went lunch with yaoming, nilesh, kaiser, and jean nie.
we went to foodcourt 3
i ate mee goreng..
if you know me well, i dont eat anything other than the food that my friend suggested me to eat.
if no one suggested new then i'll eat that dish again.
HAHA!
its really harf to decypher me.
especially when i use THAT face.
anyway, so we were eating..
i ate abit faster than usual.
then suddenly, i checked the time,
i was super late.. i suppose to fetch liping from mrt station.
then i ran from foodcourt 3 to the dover mrt.
then suddenly, liping msg me, im in the lab already.
HAHA!
i feel like vomitting and faint coz of my stomach..
then i went back to foodcourt 3 then went to the lab..

the first lesson was abit relax..
we slack around and yet we finish the experiment.
then my stomach started to get angry.
like one hamster inside my stomach..
HAHA!
then we played some paper airplane..
yeah, we have no childhood,.

then next one was etech..
we got a perfect score for the last experiment.
HAHA! so good right!?
then we just do the next experiment nothing really special to talk about..

then we went home..
i went home with kenix..
it was super fun..
then stayed at tiongbahru just to talk talk..
HAHA!
we just talk about things..
then we talked about knowing each other well.
then i ask kenix, how do i drink my milk..
then kenix, said i dont drink milk..
WAH!! i was super suprised!!
i didnt tell anyone that i dont drink milk,,
how does she knows that..
creepy..

then went home,..
then just now i was browsing some photos in my pc notebook.
then i saw kathylyn photos..
sigh.... wah!! sudden loneliness!!
then becausei started browing my past convo with her AGAIN!!
i stop already doing that leh..
then suddenly do again..
cant be helped.
im too martyr.

i think thats all for now,..


mataneh!!

p.s.
hmmmm i wish this bond wont break..
please forgive me for ditching you everytime we get close..
i can assure you my heart is yours..


fred!! u money face..
HAHA!!