moved on.

moved on?
how should a guy knows that he moved on??
i think, for guys, it is considered that he moved on by his actions.
if he's happy and contented of wat he got.
for me, being happy is easy.
i can feign it anytime i want to,.
but moving on is different question..
especially when you only want a love like that.
come to think of it, i moved on.

well, yesterday, i didnt get a chance to update.
it is because i was super tired, i cant even lift my arm..
i went to my cca yesterday..
i went with kenix..
then she entered inline skating..
while i go to the skateboarding..
well, i dont reallylike the people involve in skateboarding.
except for the chinese skaters.(not being a racist.)
i love all the freshies!
and some malay. and of course javish!
HAHA!
i think i really dont like people who smokes.
it changes my vision to those ho smokes.
i see them as a very violent and rude people..
i dont know why.
by the way, no offence to those who loves to smoke.
well that was my yesterday..

today.
i woke up aroound 1..
then i msg all the people i care about..
suprisingly, nobody cares for me..
actually, im not even shocked.
most probably, they are all busy working or doing other things.
then, i ate my ordinary breakfast with my ordinary siblings.
it was super quiet in my house lately.
maybe bcoz of someone missing in our life..
nvm.. i think, we were all used to that craving for that someone.
and also the silence in our house.

then, watched t.v.
nothing special really.
just some crappy shows that depletes ur brain cells.
then i decided to skate downstairs.
it was ok..
i was practicing half cab flip plus some of the 360 shoveit bigspin
i landed couple of those tricks.
then suddenly, this couple came up to me then said, "can you help us take some photos?"
WAH!! FUNFAIR ARH!?
HAHA! i just took like 4 or 5 pics for them..
then after that, i was out of my game..
i cant even ollie.

i paused and think.
am i ok with a couple arond me?
or am i just not moved on?
i kept on thinking, and finally, i took out my phone
and stare at the candid photo of her.
i still believe in that cellphone charm..
i think it will be very cool if it comes true..

then went home..
sms people AGAIN!..
luckilly some of them replied..
i was super happy.
i dont know why..
maybe bcoz, i just realize that i moved on..
i like my life now.
and i love her now.
few weeks ago, i told her that i like her,
but after that skating, i realize that i love her..

i think thats all.

mataneh!

p.s.
remember this?
"listen carefully, i will only say this once, i like you."
then u do this
"=.="
now i do this,
"now ive decided, my feelings for you is not 'like' its 'love'."
now, give me your response. .
hope no "=.=" or "-.-"
HAHA!



living life is like hamburger.
without veggies, theres no fun!
veggies = obstacles