one more time please??

yah one more time please,

lately ive been pissing many people off..
its getting on my nerves..
so here is my second public apology..
its not hard for me to make one of this again..
it is because my face is already at the floor.. being step on and spitting all around..
so here it goes...

firstly, kathylyn...
i'm sorry for wat i will do in weeks time..
i know its worth a world to you but i need to let go..
its time to put things on their proper places..
i will put it to good use abyway..
so im sorry..

then theres cassandra,
im sorry for wat i did last nite..
i was sick and tired of being at home..nd my mom keep scolding me like crazy..
i know i am changing, and i really dont like the way i am changing..
may be its better for me to not to talk..
its not hard for me, but i just want to tell you that whenever im quiet, im not emo.,.
im just thinking and reflecting on how i am changing..
sorryy for he days that i ruined, and the times that i made you very angry..
i really need to talk to you..
and i dont want to have any chao ah beng image in me..
so its better not to talk..
so its settled that i wont talk that much and i will just response if i am ask..
really sorry..
pleasee lets renew our trust and be more open to each other..
sorry..

lastly to all the people i picked on..
i was stupid and lost..
i didnt mean to hurt all of you...
especially those who r having any height problems...
im sorry..
i will not bully people already..
and i am in the process of rehabilitating..
so please forgive me..

thats all folks..
it was the darkest day of my life..
when all of this problems came crashing all at once on me
sorry..