yah. its been a while since ive touched this blog. HAHA! i ve been busy doing nothing. and watching movies. and writing songs. i guess i will not stop until the start of our school year.
i think i will go to gss when the first day of school comes. just to waste my time. HAHA!
den my philippine trip was cancelled. stupid reason.
den i saw my long lost friend. now shes working at that yougurt thingy shop.. as for me, still no job.
not planning to get one, i guess. tmr, i will go to aochengs house to work on our originals.. they will be all suprise coz of the new ive just made.
i dont want to tell.
but one hint, it will strike every one who backstab people,
especially those who post bad things on their blogs!!
HAHAHA! (evil laugh) <--- i miss this thingy, i t started with my godsister(maybe shes an ex im not really sure if we r still at the same page).
new single from david cook. it so nice. unfortunately my trusty imeem is failing me. so i will put it some other time.
by next year, everything that you know about me will change. so sorry for the people that will be affected. and thank you for that people who caused it . HAHA!!
i want it to last longer. but i need to WORK!! i want to earn my own money. i dont want to depend on my parents conribution.
FEBUARY i will fly back to philippine. most probably with keane and gary. so i need to earn my own money so that i can go too.. coz im still banned from going there. .
okok.. about that banned thing.. so heres wat i did when i was in there.
when i was in there, i drank a lot of alcohol. then my friends and i went to this club. and we got caught by the authorities for minor clubbing. then we went to some police station. sent a night there and in the morning, got bailed by my auntie.. well thats the deal.
its been a while since igot caught. well i broke my promise to HER. i promised to HER that i will be good and stay out of trouble.. you all might think that HER is a special girl to me.. BUT NO!! shes an idiot.. HAHA no lah. shes my childhood friend. since primary four leh.. some of you might know this girl..
i did five news song this year.. -giving up -mudeye questionaire -weekdays of may -when i was... -another day
few more i can make my own album. HAHA i hope not .
i think i will stop here.
next song will be why cant we be friends.. dedicated to all my enemies out there. or to those who hate me for wat ive done in the past. i hope we can put things back together.. and be stable forever.
finally, im finish with o level. now, i can concentrate to things i always wanted to do.. like, writing songs. im done with.. sleepless nights, eyebags, and exams..
unfortunately, i will be flying off today.. flying to moscow.. going to meet kathylyn and her parents. for some parties.. i hope it will not be cancel. so that i can rest my mind. and i will be away to problems, sadness, and alone-ness..
sigh.. my bags are packed adn ready to go.. so bye to all.. wish me a safe trip, when you see this post.. well, if you r still my friend.. u can msg me until 11 pm tonite. i will really appreciate it.. i know that i will be only away for a few days, i have this bad feeling that it will be a bad trip so please, people, wish me a safe trip for the last time, maybe..
my week will be super pack!! today- fly to russia.. wed. - arrival, and meet the niles.. thurs. - birthday party of kathylyn. - fly back to singapore. fri. - 2 am arrival in singapore.. then in the afternoon, i got jamming with WANTED.. and lastly, at night, i havechurch event that i cannot risk to miss..
aiyah.. im gonna die soon! if this schedule keeps going, and going, and going..
i dont have my distress-er.. aiyah, wat to do?!?! maybe i will just go to sleep after this.
gary and melvin went to my house today!! we watched movie. it was ok.. then ate our dinner..
i think thats all for now. another nice song from stephen speaks. that really connects with the travelling thingy. passengers seat.. bye to all.. . see you FRIDAY!
sigh.. i hate my throat.. its like killing me.. it started this morning, when i woke up, i wnat to go to school so that i can have my science remiedial. but this throat of mine, suddenly crashes.. i suddenly feeling bloody, and i started spitting blood all over the floor.. i dont how much longer i can hide this to my parents.. okok. CHANGE TOPIC!!
i am suppose to post about hte new WANTED song. but in the end i cant post it.. you know why?? .. coz its too horrible.. HAHA!! well i will just post the title.. and a little bit of lyrics..
weekdays of may
wanted
at the oceans avenue im left in the dark without you by my side and i thought it'll be forever and we thought it will never fade away easily.
another day geos by without you by my side. you can never understand that youre the only one i got.
monday is such a drag. tuesday is so sad. wednesday blues is not over yet youre the best that i cannot get. thursday is my day. while friday is mayday.
....
i havent finish the second verse.. it took me all night to figure out just that part of the song. then it goes..
...
you obviously love her when shes with me. when she loved and cared for me. now i totally lost her. when you took her away from me.
now im left in this world. in this cruel cruel world. and now is the start of the month of may. i need just a part of you in my life.
...
then i dont know how to put it up together.. HAHA!! its too cheesy.. im planning to change everything.. maybe about EGGS?? HAHA!!
thanks to youtube musicians, they always teach me how to compose nice song.. special thanks to: KEVJUMBA HAPPYSLIP DAVID CHOI KINA GRANNIS..
you guys are the best.. thats my time,..
k im leaving you with the song that captured all hearts in youtube. by kina and david my time with you
ok, folks.. as promise, this are the photos of the people i featured in the last post. some of this are not their current pic but its fine. some of them are new one.. ok enjoy..
ok this girl is biance the first one. she looks old, I KNOW!!! HAHA!!
then the girl in the left side is nadine. yah shes fierce.. dont be fool by her looks.. then the right girl is liezl.. yah, she is half japanese..
mary, the sweetest one..
i took this photo during our recogniton..
i was beside her, i cut it out coz i look very blur.. HAHA!!
this girl is the famous, sherryl.. shes the rocker chique.. i bet her hair now is color red.. coz shes a big fan of parramore..
jesse lewis.. half canadian half spanish.. i just got this pic when she was online, minutes ago.. i bet she freaking mad right now..
my life.. kathylyn.. she changed a lot.. dont forget the new installed braces.. quite weird for her to have one..
yah the famous four hour relationship girl. ashly.. by her looks, u can tell that she can be very jealous very easily..
krishia, she insisted that i put the photo that she with me.. she said that if i didnt, she will tell her mom about this blog.. HAHA!! ok there you go, krishia..
last but not the least, HER.. trust me she everytime do this.
DONE!! ok thats the pictures of the girls that ive been with.. quite saddening when i look back to this memories.. but lifes go on.. and on, and on, and ON!!
sigh.. so the next post will be the WANTED new song.. i composed it, and its not finish yet. so it will be just a glimpse.. HAHA!! okok. thats all for now..
poly life, will be a fun time for me, i guess. no more naggy teachers, no more hopeless dreams,and most definitely i can make my new image. i just hope i make something that i can stick on for the rest of the year.unlike my secondary 4 life, it will be smooth sailing.
yah, sec 4 life, sigh.. it was a year of regrets, hates, loves, excitement, and anger.. well all i can say is that, its been hard and easy.. i became more procastinated, and so easy to pleased. but in reality, im far from my characteristics in sec 4. but ive changed a lot and all i could do is to accept wat ive done.
aiyah, believe me, nobody can survive my life, except for me. my life is not for the person who can faint easily. ive experienced, 15 deaths, 10 breakups, a divorce, and a couple of suicides.
15 DEATHS MRS gramonte, she died because of the accident in the side of the cliff. it was a camp of my frineds in scouts, back in philippine. it was just last year, before christmas.then i cant recover after that. it took me all year to brush it out of my system. 12 of my clasmmate died with her in that tragedy. 10 of it was my close friend. for the entire holiday, i was too busy to go to their funerals and give respect.
MR jebulan, he was my art teacher and a good friend. he died because he stepped on the christmas lights. it happenned when i was in primary six. all of my classmate cried, including me. it was because he is just too good to die. all of my classmate experienced their first death in life. but for me, it wasnt my first time. before that incident , i lost my entire world when my best friend, my battle armor, and my wall, Julius rejuso, died of incident he didnt even see it coming. he was gangbanged. and beaten to death, after that, his body was dumped in the lake. i swear its all true. its my life that sucks. i keep asking GOD whether its his doings for me so that i can make myself stronger. i feel very sad when i keep talking bout this persons.
sigh, i hate to trip down the memory lane, but i must, because, i usually do this when the a new year comes.
10 BREAKups.
bianca, she was my first gf, i dont know how we worked out. it was a sudden expression from her, i still remember the pick up lines we used, "only idiot can love me for who i am," "i can be that idiot, if you want." we didnt last that long, only for 2 months.
nadine, she was forgettable, because she is too wild. GIRL GANGSTER?!?! but shes fun and we share the same interest. we lasted for 3 weeks. i cant forget the reason why we broke up, its because she tot that im leaving and go to other place. quite stupid reason.
mary. shes the sweetest one. HAHA!! she was quiet, and loved me like theres no tmr. but she was taken away from me by the DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION!! she was shifted another school. it was a fun 2 months.
then comes, sherryl, the rocker chique. she inspired me to be a musician. she was like u must learn all the musical instrument to play it to me. then she was shifte to band camp. then we never see each other again. 2.2 months. sigh.
then the half canadian half spanish, jesse lewis. she was amazing. she taught me how to handle women. she was my best friend. then she went back to canada. 2, months??, no!! WEEKS!!
then, KATHYLYN NILES. she was my life!! i love her so much that i could kill a rat. she was my childhood friend. currently she visited me , here in singapore. i miss her!! i known her for 7 years now. she used to beat me up. whenever i got dumped by my exgf. shes very supportive. lovely, one year and three months.. she moved to moscow, our heart was broken to bits and pieces. it was like a rocket just came to our place and bombed us two. i cried like her when we broke UP!! she made me feel wat true love truly is.
then, it was ashley, it was the fastest relationship i ever had!! it was only 4 hours. HAHA!! because she is TOO protective!! she saw me with my friend who is a girl, named liezl. then she was too jealous,and broke up with me.
then after that me and liezl took the stage. shes half japanese. HAhA she was very quiet but very open. and she dont care if people r looking at us.. we lasted for 4 months. currently shes my close friends. if ur too curious to know her, u can see her in my friendster.
nine, it was krishia.. it lasted for a month. when i went back. shes the only girl who was with me when i visited all my dead friend's funeral. yah, it was last year. we broke up coz shes too secretive. i didnt know that she has a kid. yah, she gave birth to a boy. when she was only sec 2 now we r close friends, asnd treat each other as brother and sister.
lastly, cassie. she was th e most current. i dont want elaborate more. the second girl that made me cry my heart out. lovely 6 months of pure love, well for me that is.
all this girls is still in contact with me... maybe next post will be their photos. MAYBE!!
DIVORCE. sigh. i dont want to think about it.
suicide. normal. quite a few i guess. HAHA!! go see my body urself.. HAHA
k thats all the time i have. see you nest post.
next song will be THAT GIRL. by david choi. for the people like me, who was dumped for so many times!! HAHA! okok.. BYE!!
sorry to all the people who are featured. and thank you for the time that you all given me. AND!! my msn crashed so many times already!! somebody help!!
sigh. sad day for me. and happy day for some. i dont know lah. it happens so fast i cant take it..
sigh move on!! but i cant.. i can still remember things that makes me love you like crazy..
but currently,
I hate musicals, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate shaw house, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate monkeys, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate donuts, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate the elevator in the LRT, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate the void deck, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate staying back in school, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate orange, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate blog, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate MSN, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate webcam, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate west coast, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate barbeque, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate photo taking, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate promises, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate drama, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate skinnies, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate lucky plaza, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate far east plaza, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate long john silver, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate my handphone, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate counselling room, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate luxor, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate dj max, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate guitar, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate capo, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate libraries, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate o level social studies paper, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate end of year results, coz it reminds me of HER. i hate b3 grade, coz it reminds me of HER
but i dont want to forget. i want to keep loving HER..
i dont care if she erase me from the face of the earth.. well i will just keep on loving.
and to people i heard that wants us to break since the first month.. well happy for you all.. if i find out who you are, i will make you wish that there is no tmr..
correction, i will not change anything in my blog.. eventhough SHE already changed it, i still feel the same way.
i just wish HER, goodluck in everything you do. and any problem, im just here.. and if any guy wants to hurt you.. i will hunt them and make them wish that they dont exist...
i will still stand behind my words.. "i will wait for u until u graduated and go poly or jc.." remember that? HAHA nvm.
and for glenn, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! quite late lah hor.. but sorry lah.. wrong timing leh.. next time i will give you ur birthday bash.. HAHA
boy: i love you. girl: . . . boy: wat can i do to make you love me again? girl . . . boy: do you still love me? girl: . . . boy: can you please speak up? i'm begging you. girl: ok. boy: thats all?? girl: -.- boy: alright thats it. see you in the other side. (gunshot)
Emo poetry is something that can be defined as emotionally provocative poetry. Emo poetry often talks about something that is difficult to discuss with most people. Some of these themes include suicidal thoughts, painful experiences, anger inspiring events, or any other kind of emotion. This doesn’t mean that all Emo poetry is suicidal, and it doesn’t mean that all Emo kids are suicidal. It is just another emotion that can be expressed through poetry.
The important thing about Emo poetry is that is serving a purpose for the writer. The art that is produced from Emo poetry is only a byproduct of the process of creating it: through this process, the writer is able to exorcise the feelings that torment him or her and produce the poem. The purpose is only to provide the writer with catharsis and relief. If the poem is good, then that is just an added benefit for readers, but the purpose of the poem is served in the process of creating it. Some quotes from Emo poetry are listed below.
This poem is untitled and the writer’s name is listed as Alone.
two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,like an assasin ... who does it for fun. two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,life gone away...i'm done. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only onethe world i know disappears...like the setting sun.
yah so that emo-ness in me.. done with english chem maths paper one and geography.. maths paper two poa physics and social studies are coming,.. i will be out for a while.. special thanks to my little dearest, cassie.. thank you for upting my blog..
so yah thats about it.. i need to study for physics and poa..
sigh. being emo is fun.. (right..)
i can feel the coldness between us.. maybe ur just expressing ur true feeling.. or maybe u want to tell me something indirectly like breakin something important to me. i hope u will end it soon, so that no more extra pain..
hows that for being emo. .
-mozakz-
20.10.08
Oh Hello I'm not really sure what i'm gonna update about but yeah Hello i'm Cassie Uh right. And O level papers have started alr! Wish him luck :)
16.10.08
Hello again :) This lazy bum over here is having his O Levels, So he is studying. and therefore he has no time to update! LOL :) Anyway, he had his Chemistry practical today, last shift. And he said its easy lor. Must get B3 and above for all subjects k :) Alright, i'm like so bored now lor! Wa lau! Can you believe he is studying and watching TV at the same time. hahaha. Uh, anywayyyyyyyyy. I love this person here! :) I'm Cassie! :D :D :D :D Goodnight!
10.10.08
Hello !:) This blog is like rotting here alr, so dead. Anyway, i'm Cassandraaaaaa Ang :) I'm helping HIM to update. Cause' he is just so lazy to update. Hahaaa! Nah (: ***** Okay, so the graduating classes graduated today!:( Congrats :) Joshua, i'm gonna miss you lah okay. I wna cry! Anyway, i hope you like the monkey, so darn cute okay! Aiyah whatever lor, i'm like talking alot of crap here to take up as much space as possible. To make it as long as possible :) Uh uh uh, right. So he went to my void deck today. Cool right?! Thanks :) Oh and yes, Happy belated 6 months you to dear. I love you! :) Forever and always will. Alright, i guess i shall stop typing alr! Hahaha! Goodnight :D
yah, thats what i feel these days, i dont know why. living in this world without any love and care is super difficult. so i just surviving everyday.
today is a full day lesson. so its generally boring day lah. yah but for some people its not.. academic and technical students are having their n level today.. and the rest of the students except 4e 5n and 4ip are having eoy..
goodluck to all ..
so i finished around 4 45.. yah, and glenn and cassandra went home first... sad:( after that i went back to class, with sweat and dust.. and i was super drenched in the rain.. ssuper!! like super WET!! yah still sad:(
yah thats all for now..
can die lah bodoh. . no connection.. no meetings.. no YOU nothing.. but still u will always have my life and love. .
Save me I feel like I'm goin' crazy I've got this lady She's got me on my knees I'm saying baby baby please Don't leave tonight without giving me Some of your lovin' it makes me weak Somebody save me
hey, im loving every moment with you.. life without you is a suicidal life.
TRUST. ahhmm a lot of things to talk about this word. . i trust everyone who trust me back.. well, sometimes, i still trust people eventhough they dont trust me. thats me, im born that way ... "hey dar. how strong is your trust in me?." ahhmmm all i want to say is that i trust u with all of my heart and everything that i have. so dont woory, u can tell me everything.. my lips are sealed with your secrets and opinions.
i missing all my friends back in philippines. they called me yesterday, saying that they really miss me.. they are my true walls and ceilings. . they were there when i got drunk and beaten up.. they were there when my first first girlfriend dumped me. they were there when i broke my arm, they even signed my plaster.. they were there when i got my first skateboard, guitar and house... yeah, some of them drifted away, but they somehow can go back again. and our door is always open for everyone. . we are not the perfect ppicture of friends.. coz some of my friends smoke, drink, and do awful stuff.. but we always tries to motivate each other and be each other's shoulder. yeah. they are one of a kind.
And so I'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now
well thats for today.. ps. i love you cassandra!! BABY DAR!!! i love you
True Love is when you find someone you can imagine yourself growing old with. Someone you can love even if they break your heart. Someone you can cry with, have tons of fun with, but most of all someone you love with
♥ love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to. ♥
to my baby,
HAPPY 5th month..
i love you.
now and forever, i will be your man..
thank you for everything and sorry for everything too..
ohh lets start my post with a little alphabetical song..
A is for Anisa, the vainest girl in school
B is for Barney my childhood nightmare..
C is for Cassie my life, my everything..Chermaine and Colin too
D is for Danial the biggest poser in town
E is for Emily, hooray for a new friend..
F is for Francis my living imaginary friend.
G is for Glenn, the main character of my life..
H is Hidayah our human laptop..
I is for indigo, the color that i didnt that exist..
J is for Josiah, my best friend, life and after life :(
K is for Kenneth, the bassist who likes to BOMB!
L is for Loser, favorite characteristic of mine..
M is for Mirabelle, my loving lil sis..
N is for Natalie, my HOTHOTGIRL.. sort of.. Nadiah, the leading actress of my life
O is for aO cheng, the heart and soul of the band..
P is for Patrice, my loving daughter,?? HAHA
Q is for Quantum physics, my favorite subject.
R is for nadziRah, my one and only mom!!
S is for Silverstein, my baby's blog song..
T is for Tina, my Great smiler..
U is for chUa jie le keane, my best buddy.. .
V is for melVin, my caring crapping brother..
W is for mdm ho, ey, wheres the W?? some of uus will get it soon..
X is for eX-bestfriend, go to hell!!
Y is for kY the beat of the band..
Z is for ZZZ... my favorite hobby in the morning..
mine ok!??! HAHA no stealing,.
about my dear CASSANDRA ANG!! ok she told me to blog about her leh.. okok lets start.. she is.. smart short talented crappy loving understanding and beautiful not mentioning shes hot!! HAHA i also dont wat is this picture, but its so cool lah.. HAHA i love her so much ey no more fights ok? and i wish it will be a smooth sailing from now on.. and we should go out more.. yah how about WALL-E?? ok that about her
now about my day.. my daywas fine well except for studying, studying and wat do you expect, more STUDYING!! yah so thats my day..
yah i'm updating again, it is because no one is talking to me.. and everyone seems to ignore me nowadays..
a lot happenned these days.. meet new friends and a big event just ended.. okok. lets start..
MONTAGE!! yah it happenned, so the WANTED did a great job.. same as the ASSUMPTIOPHONICS.. MAFIA JURONG GIRLS!! cdss STOMPER IDOLS! and many more performances.. we were very tired.. and the crowd seem to charge our batteries.. first performance is the MAFIA.. good start! the crowd was pumped up.. then the STOMPER!! they were in their own world.. they r super good!! and they put our so called stomper eat their dirts.. then the regent band.. man they r awesome, we were headbanging at our sit. . so cool.. then it went on, and on, on.. i wnat to jump to our performance,. so talking about jumping.,. i jumped.. and headbang during our performance.. so yah.. i think the old me is coming back. . so we had fun in the stage,..
at the end of the concert, the instructor of the stomp, asked me for my number.. yah im famous *vomits* no lah, coz some people wants to be friend.. yah some chestnut drive people.. HAHA
so i met some friends.. yah.. there is EMILY, NANI, TINA and some girls.. ok lets start with '
EMILY,, she is a nice girl sec 3 she has a weird laugh.. but i find it very cool. . we went out couple of times. and crap a lot.. she became mt lil sis. .. . and she told me that she cuter than me.. WHERE GOT!!?!? ok lah.. i dont want to have mt ego-ness back so yah shes is super CUTE..
den NANI, she msg me, but i havent saw her.. then she told me the she is from express class.. but the truth is she is from academic.. well shes fine.
den TINA!! she has a wierd attitude.. sometimes shes boyish, sometimes girly.. i dont know lah. but she has a great smile.. so blinding.. *vomit*
so thats my days.. well im having some sad times when that certain someone didn't even notice my doings.. well i think thats life. . and some people really getting tired of me, well thats life too.. i guess life sucks..
ok i think i will stop here.. i will upload some pics. maybe with new friends.. yah so peace out!!
25.8.08
my baby.. yah yah we look weird.. but hey, i admit it im weird and shes hot! my ever so loving lil sis.. drinking at starbucks.. skinnies really makes me so weird..
so today was so weird..
i just failed my accounts test..
for some reason i felt like my account is going to hell.. well moving on..
so u want to know my greatest weakness.
aside from allergies and dolls..
it is the tears coming out of the girls' eyes...
yah, when i see girls crying, it breaks my heart to pieces..
and it really affect me like so much..
so i oath to myself not make anyone cry..
but in the end i cant help it, i think my OLD me is surfacing..
sorry to all!!
bye
love my baby always..
21.8.08
Somewhere Only We Know lyrics I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me? Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we goSo why don't we go This could be the end of everything So why don't we goSomewhere only we know?
i m really obsessed with this song.. it brings memories from the musical.. sigh.. sad..
cluster west six.. congratulation to the following: WANTED!! MAFIA!! assumption people CHESTER!!
chester, we need to jam more.. have some recollection.. haha if we have the time lah..
my darling not in the mood.. so thats make me not in the mood too.. im just really bored.. k bye
things r not meant to be told.. like some parts of my life.. it willl just make u very confused..
i'm sorry miss chermaine.. i dont have any pictures of us.. well why do you need to go? things r getting better.. i mean with ms ruby, the drama club will be the bomb!! well i think its not ur fault.. maybe its the guy who forgot his lines fault.. we will miss you alot..
so miss chermaine left the club, still drama people move forward.. today is the national day of singapore.. well i wore a red shirt.. the contrasting part was, i am not a singaporean.. we had some talk with the phua chu jang star irene ang.. shes damn funny and very natural comedian.. she taught us the FACTS of life.. i totally agree with her,.. after that talk, we had some mini concert.. guess whos the emcee.. ofcourse its our musical star, the unbeatable, undescribable glenn "seymour" chow.. he did great as usual.. all the performers also did great in their own performances.. mafia!! sairi.. and other gss idol.. too bad no jamming idols.. if they had some jamming performance it will be the greatest condert ever.. at the end of the show, we sang some community songs.. ofcourse led by the performers PLUS kelvin!! he was dellusional.. i got bored singing the songs.. so i went to the bujangs and mess around.. and finally i shouted at mr chui.. and yet he did not scold me or anything.. hhaha!! he was like "AWWWWWW stop shouting at me.. okok.. its ur teen spirit.. move along"
my darling was stuck selling books because of my ho.. i mean im not saying that mr ho is not a good leader.. im just saying that everyone must be present in an occassion like this.. i mean they r singaporean aren't they.. then they should enjoy.. that incident made my sayang very pissed and moody.. i tried to cheer her up but it was no use..
at the end of the concert, we had our chemistry practical.. i t was fun.. well except for the sudden pause bcoz of the mosquito threat.. mr lee was like"get lost get lost i want to spray the thing out.." then he sparayed baygon or something.. and its damn smelly.. den after that continue with our work.. eventually i finished and head home..
p.s. im sorry glenn and cassandra i was only acting.., i wasnt angry.. i took an experiment regarding on feelings.. and i wanted to show all of you wat is the feeling being ignored or being left out because of not talking at all.. so im sorry..
and to all the people feel like crying, just cry.. but all of u must tell me first so that i can call u.. i love the sound of people crying.. joke!! i mean FAKE! but seriously if crying will make all of you btterthen cry ur heart out..
okok.. im quite done here.. bye
i love.. cassandra belle glenn patrice and all the people in my life..
i remembered that patrice told me that im irritating and very cold hearted..
it was fine, i guess..
i got that all the time..
den i spook belle..
den she shouted at me for being cold hearted again..
i got that all the time too..
the funny thing was my past sickness surfaced again..
it was hyper ventilation syndrome..
it always happen to me whenever i feel unwanted and ignored and being hated by a lot of people.
my metabolism cant handle this kind of feelings so my lungs started to fail..
nd so on and so forth..
friday..
nice jamming..
not as memorable as thursday..
ohh wait,,
at night terin's mom fetch me home..
thank you!!
saturday..
showtime!!
we ate our breakfast at the woddlands regional library mac..
unfortunately belle was not around..
so me, girlfriend, glenn, and patrice only..
after that we walked like a mile to get to the rp..
then we were late, good thing mr lee wasnt around..
den we had our first full run..
it was good and satisfying..
den the matinee arrived..
the band did great...
and also the musical cast..
and the funny thing was mr lee forgot his lines..
haha!!!
i was damn funny..
then had our dinner..
then mr colin gave us additional dinner,,
it was better than the first one..
then the night show started...
it was a better run coz mr lee did his lines very well..
and the crowd was great..
it ws a full house crowd..
after the show ..
i saw some r crying..
then packed up..
too bad my sayang not with me for the last time,..
so sad..
den we just took some family pics..
now having some hangover..
cant really get over it..
thank you to all staff and to all the people that made the musical a success..
i wanted to extend this but..
things r getting moody and things r getting unorganized..
so peace out..
30.7.08
so this is me in a very bad day..
haha!
my MOMMMMY ask me to go update my DEAD blog.. haha so today we went to BPP library.. i was learning how to speak chinese.. nd guess who is the teacher.. my darling ofcourse.. i was like.. "duh!! shrw.. drwasieifja" haha CRAP!! tmr will be a good day coz we r skipping two hours of maths,, and we will go republic poly!! from 8am to 10 pm.. I LOVE YOU MOMMY!! I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!!
to make everything fair.. i also drew orin.. quite sketchy nd ugly but it requires a lot of time,.. some more i only used the image in my head to draw him,... so its inaccurate...
my sayang's picture are so cute.. i love her so much.. and i want to declare that.. NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN DARLING, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY ONE ELSE..
so i keep getting fall sick, i dont know why.. maybe i need my sayang more.. so there is nothing exciting happen today, well except for church and stoning.. so thats all for now..
im sorry belle but this is the only way to show to you ur portrait.. so i drew her during one of the practices.. she was like "bring it on!!" den i just draw.. but it turns out to be an old grandma.. well according to orin(salihan).. then the other pic was the gurl from 5a.. i was bored during night study..
den prac. today was damn fun. coz other than we r playing our music.. we also played badminton.. and it all started when me and jeremy tried to escape from the claws of borednesss den next is belle and jun hao.. den continue. den when it was like 3 al the cast was playing badminton.. hahahahahaha
so my darling went for project work.. she was tired and all i can do was to comfort her.. den she started to play badminton.. she was pro man.. haha
ok i thinks that is all for now.. i love cassandra ang lah dey.. haha..
p.s. to people who r being stalk right now.. just persevere and tell them the truth.. tell them to get a life.. but tell them in a nice way..
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then the girl in the left side is nadine.
mary, the sweetest one.. 
jesse lewis..
yah the famous four hour relationship girl.
