finally, another update!!

yah i'm updating again,
it is because no one is talking to me..
and everyone seems to ignore me nowadays..

a lot happenned these days..
meet new friends and a big event just ended..
okok. lets start..

MONTAGE!!
yah it happenned,
so the WANTED did a great job..
same as the ASSUMPTIOPHONICS..
MAFIA
JURONG GIRLS!!
cdss STOMPER
IDOLS!
and many more performances..
we were very tired..
and the crowd seem to charge our batteries..
first performance is the MAFIA..
good start! the crowd was pumped up..
then the STOMPER!!
they were in their own world..
they r super good!!
and they put our so called stomper eat their dirts..
then the regent band..
man they r awesome, we were headbanging at our sit. .
so cool..
then it went on, and on, on..
i wnat to jump to our performance,.
so talking about jumping.,.
i jumped.. and headbang during our performance..
so yah.. i think the old me is coming back. .
so we had fun in the stage,..

at the end of the concert, the instructor of the stomp,
asked me for my number..
yah im famous *vomits*
no lah, coz some people wants to be friend..
yah some chestnut drive people..
HAHA

so i met some friends..
yah.. there is EMILY, NANI, TINA and some girls..
ok lets start with '

EMILY,,
she is a nice girl sec 3
she has a weird laugh..
but i find it very cool. .
we went out couple of times.
and crap a lot..
she became mt lil sis. .. .
and she told me that she cuter than me..
WHERE GOT!!?!?
ok lah.. i dont want to have mt ego-ness back so
yah shes is super CUTE..

den NANI,
she msg me, but i havent saw her..
then she told me the she is from express class..
but the truth is she is from academic..
well shes fine.

den TINA!!
she has a wierd attitude..
sometimes shes boyish, sometimes girly..
i dont know lah.
but she has a great smile..
so blinding.. *vomit*

so thats my days..
well im having some sad times when that certain someone didn't even
notice my doings..
well i think thats life. .
and some people really getting tired of me,
well thats life too..
i guess life sucks..

ok i think i will stop here..
i will upload some pics.
maybe with new friends..
yah so peace out!!

my baby.. yah yah we look weird.. but hey, i admit it im weird and shes hot!
my ever so loving lil sis.. drinking at starbucks..
skinnies really makes me so weird..

so today was so weird..

i just failed my accounts test..

for some reason i felt like my account is going to hell..

well moving on..

so u want to know my greatest weakness.

aside from allergies and dolls..

it is the tears coming out of the girls' eyes...

yah, when i see girls crying, it breaks my heart to pieces..

and it really affect me like so much..

so i oath to myself not make anyone cry..

but in the end i cant help it, i think my OLD me is surfacing..

sorry to all!!

bye

love my baby always..

Somewhere Only We Know lyrics
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me?
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we goSo why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we goSomewhere only we know?


i m really obsessed with this song..
it brings memories from the musical..
sigh.. sad..

cluster west six..
congratulation to the following:
WANTED!!
MAFIA!!
assumption people
CHESTER!!

chester, we need to jam more..
have some recollection.. haha
if we have the time lah..

my darling not in the mood..
so thats make me not in the mood too..
im just really bored..
k
bye

things r not meant to be told..
like some parts of my life..
it willl just make u very confused..

finally!! i'm updating..

sigh..

i'm having a very critical family problem..

i dont know why are they fighting..

they keep fighting like a small little kids..

so childish...

they keep on shouting and it makes me so distracted..

so i just keep on sleeping and ends up not doing my work.,.

sigh..

yesterday..

cdss musical..

it was ok.. i know some people who r studying there..

my brother.. obviously..

then my brother's gf..

the main cast were hot.. well according to my gf.. awkward!!

den the dancing was uncoordinated,.

the singing was majestic..

then the acting was average..

the stage is small. the venue is very small..

i mean if u compare it to our musical which is held at the republic poly..

the band was awesome.

especially the stompers,..

they r the only one that makes me awake..

the main character ben..

my brother told me that he is an actor for kids central, that is y he is good at acting..

went home...

kinda pissed, but now its ok..

i'm sorry!! to the both of you..

i didn't mean to..

then i wanted to go back and seat next to you but unfortunately it was occupied..

went home..

i waited for my brother to go home but he arrived around 5 plus..

so i didnt sleep, and today i'm not feeling very well..

then my mom restricts me from going to maths class... sorry MR ONG!

i think thats all i want to say..

then the picture posted was taken at MY HOUSE in the philippines..

it was ok..

quite a decent house..

thats my uncle and my auntie..

and my brother is beside me..

and guess wat. i look like a faggot,..

k that all..

bye!

busy busy weekend and a cool monday..

okok... lets start,,

so sunday..

it was the day that we met miss chermaine and mr colin for dinner..

it was so fun..

we went to godsister's restaurant and believe me it was a good restaurant..

nice atmosphere and the FOOD!

the food was awsome..

i ordered a lactose free curry free olive free and cheese free food..

thanks to her dad, he helped me order my food..

so it was called portabelle..

its the same name as the restaurant..

i think it is because the sauce was originally made by the owner..

it was spicy..

but its really nice and it made my lips very red.

another thing was about KENNETH..

ohhhh kenneth kenneth kenneth..

he dropped the quesidilla (mispell word) over his phone..

it was damn funny..

we were all like hahahhgaahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahha!!%#$!@#%$^!

and the funny thing was the cheese harden over it.

ewwwwww....

so the entire night was all about food cam whoring and more food!!

me and belle or shall i call her mirage, took photos like mad people..

and some photos taken, i looked like a girl..

it was like so cool..

im too handsome to be a female.. FAKE!!

so i love the posted photo with mirage..

we end up taking photos i mena group photos..

and we totally troubled the staff to take our photos with our cameraS..

so it was a fun...

i went home with terin around 11 plus..

in conclusion,

we will miss our musical director and the band instructor..

and i love mirage!!

we totally rock in taking photos..

so monday..

woke up around 7 05

den went to school to pass up homework.

unfortunately, mr ong was late..

we must punish him.. haha!!

so iwent to meet glenn at lot 1

he was wearing the jacket without a shirt inside!!

and white skinny jeans..

den we went to lido movie house..

waited for patrice(b-day girl) and mirage..

then they arrived like 15 mins after we sat down the bench,..

we watched journey to the center of the earth..

it was damn cool and exciting..

the FISH made glenn jumped of his seat.

haha!!

then after the movie.. we walked around orchard..

we end up going to that movie house..

and they force me to take neoprints..

it was so gayish..

they playedwith the effect and they made some funny detail..

i dont to elaborate more coz it will be super funny..

after that..

mirage went home.. then me glenn and patrice was left walking around..

then patrice was very very guilty for not inviting us to join them to eat dinner so she just treat us KFC tahnk you patrice!!

i went home with glenn and patrice was left looking for her parents..

in conclusion AGAIN!,

happy happy happy happy happy happy happy birthday to my dear patrice..

we love you and may all ur wishes come true..

we r here for you..

and thank you for being with us too..

now the sad part..

we went out without my sayang..

sigh..i really miss her like kns..

and i just want to daclare that i love her so much..

and i think she is very troubled lately..

i want to know why, but she dont want to tell me..

well i just love her no matter wat.. and i really wished ur with me just now..

so peace out...

bye..

miss chermaine!!

i'm sorry miss chermaine..
i dont have any pictures of us..
well why do you need to go?
things r getting better..
i mean with ms ruby, the drama club will be the bomb!!
well i think its not ur fault..
maybe its the guy who forgot his lines fault..
we will miss you alot..

so miss chermaine left the club, still drama people move forward..
today is the national day of singapore..
well i wore a red shirt..
the contrasting part was, i am not a singaporean..
we had some talk with the phua chu jang star irene ang..
shes damn funny and very natural comedian..
she taught us the FACTS of life..
i totally agree with her,..
after that talk, we had some mini concert..
guess whos the emcee..
ofcourse its our musical star, the unbeatable, undescribable glenn "seymour" chow..
he did great as usual..
all the performers also did great in their own performances..
mafia!! sairi.. and other gss idol..
too bad no jamming idols..
if they had some jamming performance it will be the greatest condert ever..
at the end of the show, we sang some community songs..
ofcourse led by the performers PLUS kelvin!!
he was dellusional..
i got bored singing the songs..
so i went to the bujangs and mess around..
and finally i shouted at mr chui..
and yet he did not scold me or anything..
hhaha!!
he was like "AWWWWWW stop shouting at me.. okok.. its ur teen spirit.. move along"

my darling was stuck selling books because of my ho..
i mean im not saying that mr ho is not a good leader..
im just saying that everyone must be present in an occassion like this..
i mean they r singaporean aren't they..
then they should enjoy..
that incident made my sayang very pissed and moody..
i tried to cheer her up but it was no use..

at the end of the concert, we had our chemistry practical..
i t was fun..
well except for the sudden pause bcoz of the mosquito threat..
mr lee was like"get lost get lost i want to spray the thing out.."
then he sparayed baygon or something..
and its damn smelly..
den after that continue with our work..
eventually i finished and head home..

p.s.
im sorry glenn and cassandra
i was only acting..,
i wasnt angry..
i took an experiment regarding on feelings..
and i wanted to show all of you wat is the feeling being ignored or being left out because of not talking at all..
so im sorry..

and to all the people feel like crying, just cry..
but all of u must tell me first so that i can call u..
i love the sound of people crying.. joke!! i mean FAKE!
but seriously if crying will make all of you btterthen cry ur heart out..

okok.. im quite done here..
bye

i love..
cassandra
belle
glenn
patrice
and all the people in my life..

and i forgot to hug everybody!!!
damn it!

musical..

so heres the pics from the musical..

the rehearsals were great..

and memorable..

thursday..

it was cold..

i was freezing as helll..

but not really as hell..

i remembered that patrice told me that im irritating and very cold hearted..

it was fine, i guess..

i got that all the time..

den i spook belle..

den she shouted at me for being cold hearted again..

i got that all the time too..

the funny thing was my past sickness surfaced again..

it was hyper ventilation syndrome..

it always happen to me whenever i feel unwanted and ignored and being hated by a lot of people.

my metabolism cant handle this kind of feelings so my lungs started to fail..

nd so on and so forth..

friday..

nice jamming..

not as memorable as thursday..

ohh wait,,

at night terin's mom fetch me home..

thank you!!

saturday..

showtime!!

we ate our breakfast at the woddlands regional library mac..

unfortunately belle was not around..

so me, girlfriend, glenn, and patrice only..

after that we walked like a mile to get to the rp..

then we were late, good thing mr lee wasnt around..

den we had our first full run..

it was good and satisfying..

den the matinee arrived..

the band did great...

and also the musical cast..

and the funny thing was mr lee forgot his lines..

haha!!!

i was damn funny..

then had our dinner..

then mr colin gave us additional dinner,,

it was better than the first one..

then the night show started...

it was a better run coz mr lee did his lines very well..

and the crowd was great..

it ws a full house crowd..

after the show ..

i saw some r crying..

then packed up..

too bad my sayang not with me for the last time,..

so sad..

den we just took some family pics..

now having some hangover..

cant really get over it..

thank you to all staff and to all the people that made the musical a success..

i wanted to extend this but..

things r getting moody and things r getting unorganized..

so peace out..