sigh, new house!!

leaving, falling and bruising..

fading and losing focus..



yah, thats what i feel these days, i dont know why.
living in this world without any love and care is super difficult.
so i just surviving everyday.




today is a full day lesson.
so its generally boring day lah.
yah but for some people its not..
academic and technical students are having their n level today..
and the rest of the students except 4e 5n and 4ip are having eoy..



goodluck to all ..


so i finished around 4 45..
yah, and glenn and cassandra went home first...
sad:(
after that i went back to class, with sweat and dust..
and i was super drenched in the rain..
ssuper!!
like super WET!!
yah still sad:(


yah thats all for now..

can die lah bodoh. .
no connection..
no meetings..
no YOU
nothing..
but still u will always have my life and love. .


signing off,
-mozakz-

loving every moment with you..

Save me
I feel like I'm goin' crazy
I've got this lady
She's got me on my knees
I'm saying baby baby please
Don't leave tonight without giving me
Some of your lovin' it makes me weak
Somebody save me




hey, im loving every moment with you..
life without you is a suicidal life.




TRUST. ahhmm a lot of things to talk about this word. .
i trust everyone who trust me back..
well, sometimes, i still trust people eventhough they dont trust me.
thats me, im born that way ...
"hey dar. how strong is your trust in me?."
ahhmmm all i want to say is that i trust u with all of my heart and everything that i have.
so dont woory, u can tell me everything..
my lips are sealed with your secrets and opinions.






i missing all my friends back in philippines.
they called me yesterday, saying that they really miss me..
they are my true walls and ceilings. .
they were there when i got drunk and beaten up..
they were there when my first first girlfriend dumped me.
they were there when i broke my arm, they even signed my plaster..
they were there when i got my first skateboard, guitar and house...
yeah, some of them drifted away, but they somehow can go back again.
and our door is always open for everyone. .
we are not the perfect ppicture of friends..
coz some of my friends smoke, drink, and do awful stuff..
but we always tries to motivate each other and be each other's shoulder.
yeah. they are one of a kind.


And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now


well thats for today..
ps. i love you cassandra!!
BABY DAR!!! i love you

things are getting complicated.

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is

It's like picking up trash in dresses

I'M so hurt in every way u can think of..

SO hurt that i dont even care if i die right now..

HAPPY-ness where is it??

RIGHT way is where??

NOW i'm lost without ur presence..

I'M hoping that we can build our friendship again..

SO we can stop all these problems.

HAPPY-ness please come back, i miss you..

RIGHT after you turned ur back at me i broke down into pieces..

NOW , can we start over again?

I miss you darling. .

LOVE the way u hugged and kissed me..

YOU are the one that keeps me going..

CASSIE , your the one!!

bye thats all for now.

will post momre pics later

when i go back,..

now I'm at the ava!!

new post at last.

ahhmm pics!!

i love my baby very much..

i dont care what people say..

or do..

they r just jealous coz we make a good couple..

and to all the people i hurt, im sorry.

msgs that i send, im sorry..

words from my mouth,. sorry. .

lost control, sorry. .

thats all people..

im a bad bad man to you, dats alrite....

sorry for the fake face or the acts, u all might think i do ..

but im sure that im not acting..

this is me..

sorry for my imperfections..

sometimes its alrite when u r in the fault side..

coz it will make u stronger and to know the moral of the fights..

HAPPY HAPPY!!

Now i found true love

True Love is when you find someone you can imagine yourself growing old with. Someone you can love even if they break your heart. Someone you can cry with, have tons of fun with, but most of all someone you love with

♥ love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to. ♥

to my baby,

HAPPY 5th month..

i love you.

now and forever, i will be your man..

thank you for everything and sorry for everything too..

i love you

tmr i will post new pics..

if i have one..

yah so ..

peace out!!

another day on my world.

sigh..

so today i'm kinda pissed off..

i dont know why..

first thing in the morning, i did my maths...

it was from cedar girls school..

ot was damn hard..

it took me one and a half hour to do the friggin vectors..

then after that, i ate like so little food.

and didn't bother to drink my medicines..

so now i'm blogging.

i want to blog about my trip to TINA's youth alpha..

we met up at the cck mrt platform..

yah.. she was blurr..

HAHA

then we went indside (obviously..)

and the train started moving..

we kept looking at each other as if we were the only teenager on the mrt..

in fact we are..

then we staryed there until we arrived at the BEdok station.

in fact that was my first time to go there so i used my blank face to roam the place..

yah, i admit it i have a blank face..

then we planned to take a bus but TINA's friend want us to go with her..

yah so we arrived at the venue and went in..

i went in, and the first person who talked to me was JEREMY

JEREMY was a very nice guy,

he is studying at tanjong katong secondary school.

sec 4 like me..

and he also preparing for his 'O's..

yah.. thats JEREMY..

then we played basketball, i suck at it..

yah.. im not that good at sports..

den i did some cool lame moves..

and at last my first score..

lucky shot..

then, after that, we went in to play some games..

it was a game of rolling the games and try not to hit it..

yah i still sicked at it..

and we had our second try, first roll and im out..

HAHA im super lame..

den strait to praiese and worship..

SHANE was playing the guitar and some girl was playing the keyboard..

then after two songs..

the preaching was on..

yah.. i cant hear a thing..

coz a lot of people talking at the same time..

im trying to listen but i still cant..

then after the message,

we are ask to go on our respective groups..

im with :

JEREMY

JOSHUA (i know same name.. )

GABRIEL

SANdles(i dont know his real name.. )

yah we shared our previous experience with god..

then after that we played basketball AGAIN!

so i was so pissed coz i cant score eventhough im just below the ring..

then went home with SHANE and TINA

before that we ate at the mcdo.

then we took mrt..

when me and TINA was in the train, we saw this indian lady..

then her fingrnails was like WOOAHH!!

it was disgusting..

then TINA kept on laughing..

then alight at cck..

follow TINA to her way to her house..

and i took the bus..

then home!!

HOME SWEET HOME!!

yah that was my day..

now i'm still bored and dont wat to do..

yah peace out..

cassie, baby, im not pissed at you..

and ur already forgiven..

so dont worry..

cool rite??

i edit it..

but look like a faggot!!

i was bored just now, and i just edit it..

so now, with my day..

it started with a little scolding from my dear mother..

sigh.. wats new..

she was like..

"ey where r u going?? can u not go out for today??"

"ur always outside.. spend more time here can??"

then i was like ..

"yah sure, but i wont promise anything.. "

then aocheng msg me, and asked me y i didn't come for chemistry..

then he added that mr lee was looking for me. .

den i asked my mom for permissio to go out coz my teacher was looking for me..

den she said ok, and then wrote a letter..

sigh.. im so bored today..

today i saw belle, in the MRT!!

she was like..

"how to go to sommerset??"

den i was like..

"*blur face* huh?!?"

then she repeated the question..

then i pointed my finger to the MRT Directory..

den she was like ..

"oohhhh., i didn't notice that.."
so funny, i love my lil sis lah!

HAHA

then we had some english compre..

it was about the titanic..

it was quite entertaining..

den i finished like after 1 hour..

den went to smoke with keane...

i mean i ACCOMPANY keane to smoke..

then had some maths mock test!!

it was a brain grinder..

but i manage to pull through..

and finnish the 7 question and 2 graphs.

then go home..

so thats my day..

boring rite..

i know..

im sad!! i dont know y..

walao!!! i dont want to be sad!!

OKOK IM HAPPY!!

bye!

sorry for my stupidity and imperfection..

i guess thats me!

HAHA!!

another update!! HAHA

the first pic was taken earlier today..

me and cassie...

i love very weird and childish..

well im just a kid..

be the best kid that u will ever be..

HAHA

i love you cassie..

then the two extra pic.
was only part of my dying collection

(yah yah,. im geek/nerd watever.. )

so i collected yu gi oh cards, so?!?

HAHA some of them r from different part o the globe..

yah and some are from ebay..

expensive leh but its worth it..

HAHA

so my day was greaat..

it started a little slow but it worked out in the end..

it started with a lil geography with ms durga..

it was a fun hour coz she taught us with LORMS..

HAHA a real help for our O's

den two hours of physics..

fun!! i love physics!!

too bad our class was cut into two..

with mr winston..

hes fine, but im afrain he will get bully..

den lunch.

i was about to go out the gate then suddenly patrice came..

she didn't notice me leh.. :(

nvm, then off to fajar..

some of my friends smoked..

so smelly.. sigh, when will they change??

then after that we had a wonderful time with mr ong..

yah ur correct, it was maths..

he was in the good mood..

and the lesson went pretty well

tmr we will have out paper 2 mock test..

gud luck guys..

then d&t..

the teacher were so pissed, HAHA

we dont even care..

well, some of us do..

then we studied about the structures..

quite ok lah..

coz we already learned that during phyics..

then FINISH..

my friends and i went to jurong entertainment blah blah blah..

yah.. i dont know the name

we went there to have some fun..

we went karaoke-ing..

HAHA

htey r like so into!!

okok now comments..

TINA- great voice.. but need a lil control..

EMILY - sigh.. .... HAHA ok lah good..

YING - yah ahmmmm ok lah..

then the other girl..- yah nice..

then after the ear blowing duets..

we went to eat our dinner..

nothing as usual,

except for the slang mocking,.,

well its fine.

im used to it..

i saw the guy who look like a meatball with a hair..

HAHA

den they went home..

but i stayed and went to see my darling..

i saw some gay bangala playing the smacking game..

so FUNNY!

den i went to the ice thnigy..

she was sitting at ice somethin something..

yah..

then we walked into the arcade..

and played some hoops..

it was fun nd we scored more dan i expected to score...

coz i really sucked at basketball..

then went down to mac..

did some cam whoring..

den said our goodbyes.

hugs and kisses..

den send her to tuition

i went home ALONE

(wats new??)

then i saw this another bangala..

( i think he is gay.. )

he keep on touching his other bangala friend..

EWWWW.

den got home, bathe, and did maths

i met some new friiends too..

shane..

he is tina's church friend..

so thats my day..

bye

peace out..

i love you cassandra ang li hui..

and if you want to cut ur fringe, then i will cut mine too..

HAHA

any suggestion regarding on my hair dillema...

tag my board...

thank you and goodnight..

alphabet of my life..

ohh lets start my post with a little alphabetical song..

A is for Anisa, the vainest girl in school

B is for Barney my childhood nightmare..

C is for Cassie my life, my everything..Chermaine and Colin too

D is for Danial the biggest poser in town

E is for Emily, hooray for a new friend..

F is for Francis my living imaginary friend.

G is for Glenn, the main character of my life..

H is Hidayah our human laptop..

I is for indigo, the color that i didnt that exist..

J is for Josiah, my best friend, life and after life :(

K is for Kenneth, the bassist who likes to BOMB!

L is for Loser, favorite characteristic of mine..

M is for Mirabelle, my loving lil sis..

N is for Natalie, my HOTHOTGIRL.. sort of.. Nadiah, the leading actress of my life

O is for aO cheng, the heart and soul of the band..

P is for Patrice, my loving daughter,?? HAHA

Q is for Quantum physics, my favorite subject.

R is for nadziRah, my one and only mom!!

S is for Silverstein, my baby's blog song..

T is for Tina, my Great smiler..

U is for chUa jie le keane, my best buddy.. .

V is for melVin, my caring crapping brother..

W is for mdm ho, ey, wheres the W?? some of uus will get it soon..

X is for eX-bestfriend, go to hell!!

Y is for kY the beat of the band..

Z is for ZZZ... my favorite hobby in the morning..

mine ok!??! HAHA no stealing,.

about my dear CASSANDRA ANG!!
ok she told me to blog about her leh..
okok lets start..
she is..
smart
short
talented
crappy
loving
understanding
and beautiful not mentioning shes hot!! HAHA
i also dont wat is this picture, but its so cool lah..
HAHA i love her so much
ey no more fights ok?
and i wish it will be a smooth sailing from now on..
and we should go out more..
yah how about WALL-E??
ok that about her

now about my day..
my daywas fine well except for studying, studying and
wat do you expect, more STUDYING!!
yah so thats my day..


i miss cassie like kns..
peace out!!